White Dove said:
"At the same time, however, I desperately wanted to lead a normal life, like everyone else that I saw.
I envied all non-JWs for their not being born in it and it chosen for them, as it was for me.
I have a new answer to anyone who pressures me to get back into it (thanks FB friend:):
I am your loved one, and that will never change, BUT I'm not your performing seal."
That's EXACTLY how I felt! (I was a born-in too.) I would often think to myself "I wish I wasn't born in 'The Truth' so I wouldn't be held accountable for that knowledge."